anger hate murder and mayhem

I'm so angry all the time!! It really sucks! I hate everyone for no reason! Yes, even you. I've been exercising more, so I hope that will help, but who knows? I honestly don't have anything to be angry about. I'm baffled. And the funny thing is that I really don't show it outwardly. Nobody knows I'm mad but me, unless it's a really really bad day. I hold it in until I'm about to explode! Along with the exercise (in case you didn't know, exercise releases endorphins in the brain. Endorphins=happy), I will also be reexploring my spiritual self. I'll include you all on this exploration, so stay tuned.

ALIENS EXIST!

How do I know this? Because I am one of them. That's right. I am an alien!

Why do I feel guilty?...

I don't want another gym membership! I already have one. I just want to use my free 20 days and get outta here. Stop pressuring me! Don't get mad at me because you suck as a sales person.

Let me rewind. Last month I went to the African Fest. Practically as soon as we walked in to Hart Plaza I see an area where you can win free prizes. So I spin the wheel and I land on free gym session and free bowling. Sweet!

So this morning I go to Fitness USA all excited to revamp my workout routine only to be bombarded with deals. I'm still going back. I just wasn't ready to commit right then. Seriously, who in their right mind wants to pay for 2 gym memberships at the same time? The only reason I'm there is because it's FREE!

That's all for now. Have a great weekend all!

This was brought to me by: TrinityOne.

[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I am appathetic of Bush.
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[ ] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation. 
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[x] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[x] I had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested 
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] Been close to love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[ ] Flashed someone
[ ] Saw a therapist
[ ] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] Bitten someone 
[x] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Kissed a member of the same sex
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[x] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans 
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Been snowboarding
[x] Been Skiing
[ ] Met someone in person from the internet
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[x] Gone to college
[x] Graduated college
[x] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[ ] Miss someone right now
[x] Like someone right now
[x] Hate someone right now 
[x] Like cookies

BREATHE AGAIN BREATHE AGAIN

The Perfect Ending...

To a fairly good weekend. Yesterday was great hangin' with the grandparents. No big wins at the casino. Although after my granny and I lost all that we were willing to lose, my grandfather who wanted to keep playing gave us $5. We turned that into $28. Not too bad on the 5¢ slots. Then we moved to another nickle slot machine and Buddy(what I call my grandfather) gave us just $1 this time. We turned that into $20. So granny and I didn't do so bad in the end.

Today was another story altogether. I first greeted the day to the sound of my neigbor(I use the term loosely) shouting "Shut Up!" to her son at around 8:45am. After fixing some waffles and bacon and having a cartoon marathon I decided to clean my room. But before I got started I called my hairdresser to get her address for her Labor Day party later on that afternoon. So I'm cleaning and washing clothes... generally being very productive. When my mom decides that we should cut the massive bush that is hanging over our foot high fence from the other neighbor's(again using the term loosely) side. While mom is in the back cutting as much as she can, I am in the front pulling up some weird bush that "might" be a blueberry bush that is growing under our shrubs where I had planted a pansy starter earlier in the season. Trust me definitely not pansies. All of a sudden my mom comes rushing towards the house holding her hand saying "we have a problem". Houston help!!!! Mom has sliced her finger badly.

So after I pretend to not panic we make our way to Beaumont Hospital. This is where things really get interesting. So, we arrive at the hospital at like 2:30pm. We get into a room around 4:30pm. The fist doctor we see says that since the cuts are all paralell that he wants an Orthopedic to look at it. So we wait until around 6pm for the first ortho doc to arrive, look at my mom's hand for about 2 seconds, then leave saying that a more senior ortho doc will come within 10 minutes. Yeah right!! Around 7:15pm the first ortho doc and friend come, only to say that they can't do anything special, so the original doc that we saw around 5pm comes back to finally stitch mym om up! Can you believe this crapolla we waited around for 5 hours for stitches!!!!!!

My mom is now resting comfortably with her antibiotics. Thank god for 24hour CVSs. We actully made it home before nine. Just in time to heat up dinner and settle down in front of the boob tube to catch Prison Break. After the show I raced around like a maniac so that I could finish cleaning my room, shower and wash another load of clothes. Man am I pooped!!! Still trying to wind down after the craziness. I hope I can get to sleep soon. TTFN

HELP!

Can someone help me turn this code into html? Right now I am using DanniiMarie's areaConnect version of a weather tracker, but I like the weather.com version better. Here are the instructions from weather.com. Thanks!

To create your Weather Magnet, copy the single line of code (that you will find below) and paste it in to your HTML web editor. To ensure you have the entire line of code, verify that it begins and ends with the designated script tags.

IMPORTANT NOTE: When you paste the code in to your HTML web editor, please ensure you are pasting it as HTML, not as text. If you paste as text, the Weather Magnet will not appear correctly. Please refer to your HTML editor help files for instructions on how to paste HTML correctly.

<script src='http://voap.weather.com/weather/oap/USMI0229?template=GENXV&par=1012020569&unit=0&key=860e8b07950764cb9864bb392467e505'></script>

Your help is greatly appreciated. Thanks!

I HOPE THIS INTERESTS YOU

I'm thinking of trying out for a musical. Anyone ever been in a musical. I really only want to be in the chorus. The Farmington Players are putting on Guys and Dolls. I will at least try out.

In other ct news, yesterday I barbequed with my granny. That was fun! I cooked 2 ribs, 25 brats, 7 shish kabobs and 2 jerk chicken breasts. Yummmmmm.  

Today we are going to celebrate my grandfathers birthday. He will be 75 on Tuesday. 75!! Can you believe it? We will have buffet at MGM, then we'll hit the slot machines.

Well, I am off to go get ready. Have a good day all!!

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Not that I think you care, since you hardly ever reply to my posts. And when you do comment you never respond to my questions. Thanks!

Been really busy at work. Which is a good thing actually. I can't stand being bored. This is pretty ironic since bored is practically a constant for me. I even bore myself. Oh Well... enough self-deprecating.

Taken from Mirriam-Webster Online.

Main Entry: cu·bi·cle
Pronunciation: 'kyü-bi-k&l
Function: noun
Etymology: Latin cubiculum, from cubare to lie, recline
1 : a sleeping compartment partitioned off from a large room
2 : a small partitioned space; especially : CARREL

I HATE cubicles!!! They are nothing but germ-filled death traps created for the soul purpose of making me insane!!!

I actually had the thought that if I acted crazy enough I could go live in an insane asylum and be quite content. I kept thinking about the free meals, free tv, free clothes, free medication and the no responsibilites. Of course I don't know how 'free' an insane asylum really is. I think I'll do some research. I need to just check-out of life for a few years. That would be so nice.

SURVEY: Would you ever voluntarily go to an insane asylum to live?

As you can see. I have yet again removed my xanga skin. I don't think I will ever be satisfied with it, which is really just an addiction to revamping it. Please feel free to give any suggestions. On another note... my weekend was pretty boring. I saw 3 movies that I will review later. Only one was a complete and total dud. Work has finally picked up again. In case you were wondering I work at an advertising agency. The group I'm in creates the Chevy commercials.

So, I was trying to create a to do list and I wanted to add a countdown counter. If anyone knows how to create one or knows a good website for free ones, please let me know. Thanks! In other ct news the video in my post from Friday plays on my computer at work, but not on my computer at home. Any ideas? No one ever said if they could view it. I would really appreciate it if you could let me know. Thanks again!